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I fought to come here, to arrive, and to stay here. This strength was hidden deep within and forgotten. Whatever the infinite is, my experience in space is quite different. From the ocean of stars to the ocean of the womb, the world needed me in the flesh, the light in humble form.
The unexamined life is not worth living. Knowing of the struggles in my ancient past had given me a warped perspective I battle with to this day.
Being awake and aware of the illusions of the world are of no benefit if I do not awaken to the power within. Only that awareness can defeat the Illuminati.
Thursday, September 15, 2011
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Friday, April 8, 2011
As all quests begin
How, a question beyond answers...
can one live in the now,
blocking out the pulling past and free falling future. that sounds so suffocating, maybe that is how i used to feel, but now...
i feel so connected
and grab hold to that veil
and tame it, grasp it, hold it down
if they're so distracted by its reflection
which must be oevercome,
to be able to READ Allah's signs
rather than just experiencing it,
submitting to it, surrenderign to it?
Don't miss the message to you
His Grace and Mercy and Blessings to you
and His Key to
Allah made the pen and told it to write.
on the preserved tablet
The Intellect, aql, reason, knowledge,
the pens are lifted and the ink is dried.
nothing is random
Where have I come from?
well, the moment that I forgot that I am merely an act of Allah,
and the ego descended to the level of duality,
I believed that I was of the world,
I believed that I was a child of my parents.
However, this was all part of the Divine Plan unfolding,
in this way, and only this way, could I have experienced, learned, what I did.
143 P in/organic WHAT IS LIFE, ENERGY, THE GRID?
148 P1 “it was so sad to be wiser than one’s nation…”
151 caussin “islam pol not spiritual
153 P1 repugnance vs. necessity
154 P1 annihilation, foundations of WS in
P2 no individuals
161 one = all, text over human
166 turjaman interpreter, intermediary, spokesman
172 omar in
177 preferred descriptions to eye and mind
Social, economic and political unrest, high unemployment, and cost of living increases, low wages and increased debt. 1 million people go on strike. Troops sent out angered peasants and The army refused orders..the govt attacked
Saturday, April 2, 2011
there's a balance between stability and change. One day at a time.
the brainstorming and sowing the seeds. I have lots of good ideas. I have to believe in my ability to turn them into realities.
and the sowing of the garden is the editing, paying attention to details and placing value on my work.
2 distinct steps of a process. like the spiritual path, one must take the medicine given by the shaykh. One step towards Allah and He takes 10 steps towards you. Maybe, I am just overwhelmed by what that closeness will mean. closer than my jugular vein, in Allah's hand. it is more than ideas, thoughts what good is it if i simply write things down and don't read them. Allah created the intellect first and now I know why. It is because the Pen would write in the Lahw Mahfooz which is the soul, in order to be known, and read, because that is the first word revealed.
Words spoken, written, must be discovered, understood, returned to, explored gain and improve them, what value do they have? connect them, publish/share them...and above all, act on them, change my behavior, change my thought processes and my actions, towards what I know is best. If I don't learn from my mistakes I will keep making them. it's like nurturing a garden, aka jannah, if my niyyah is for Allah. I am molding clay, painting a portrait, i just have to really focus on that and remember it. Perhaps I am overly emphasizing on the abstract and not enough of the concrete.
distractions are from shaytan we give the most to what has the most value, and that makes us the ahlul akhirah. That is really what I want to be. Interesting, that my father has taken that step so early in my life, and that has influenced how I live my life here and my attitude toward the hereafter. Yet, again, what about the DEEDS? perhaps it is a combination of not having or knowing stability, and not having enough faith in myself, that prevents me from striving for success. However, that is just an excuse and I know much more stability than many people. I am a feather that has softly landed.
Friday, April 1, 2011
Oliver North was in the military served in Nam, marines under his command were charged with mass killings of civilians in
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The mind has become so manipulated and maleable and the social structure of our planet has been turned into a pyramid. However, a few days ago, the Jasmine Revolution began in Tunisia, they overthrew their dictator, the fervor spread to Egypt and Mubarak's regime is struggling,. There are similar uprisings in Yemen and Saudi Arabia. There are those who believe this is orchestrated by the CIA or at least being influenced by them. The revolution is wonderful and beautiful, people are standing together and not in fear, and their governments are trembling and crumbling. The world is standing with the Egyptian people, who are of all ages and classes standing together demanding Mubarek step down now.
These events inspire us all to stand up for ourselves and our homes and families. I am the heart of the home and to live off the land and be a light worker is a stronger call now. Less is more, looking within and giving to others as receiving from Allah, to change my perception of what is going on, to be aware of the unseen, do the du'as actually make the scroll change? I am that mountain girl, sufi, hippie, tree hugger, artistic, creative, crunchy mama, because I make my life that way and attract those people and things to my life.