Sunday, October 5, 2014

mercury retrograde

can't sleep, but caught up later
how can I lucid dream?
must make routine and a support system
rotary zodiac, journal
thoth hermes Buddha

 marc spent the night going grocery shopping then marc works overtime
Monday nadia goes back to school then checked out for braces.
work on my favorite things and enjoy being little.

slow down and reflect more on the task closest to home, absorb less.

Thursday, October 2, 2014

life is a prayer

I have been in my new apartment for a little over a month.
four months have gone by
 It still feels like a big mistake and like I ruined something really good. Marc and I are sort of dating and plan on working things out.
after a few months of dating I said I just wanted a best friend
 Nadia and I are not getting along well and I don't know how to fix it. She is back on a year round schedule and about to go back to class next week.
she is with her dad now on another break
Despite my lack of sleep last night I recalled two dreams. In one dream I climaxed but wanted to keep going, and in another dream I was doing group prayer. I woke up with the thought to turn life into a prayer.