Thursday, December 30, 2010

change

2010 is near it's end. I must strive to remember that I am star dust, I am an Indigo Crystal Child, I am a Star Seed, I am a Light worker. I recently understood that I hold a lot of anger because I felt cheated out of childhood. I lash out at Nadia because I am disappointed in the world and in knowing from such an early age how umjust it was. However, now that Nadia is seven, I am seeing more of myself in her, and that we are growing together, healing together, loving together, that the home is the foundation of society and that if I can change what's in myself then I have the supreme achievement and there is definitely a butterfly effect that connects us all.
I wonder how to let go of anger at my country's leaders and the armed forces. Can I forgive them for what they do because I am not accountable for them? I have hopes and dreams and plans for things that are in my reach. Things beyond my control I can care about from time to time but not so that they are vampires.

Saturday, December 25, 2010

snowy xmas

There are three very special people I must give credit to. Crystal says she is an ex illuminati, that illuminati means "illuminate you". Atlantis and Lemuria and Kemet are all leading up to our even greater civilization, even through the dark and light duality. She saw me in King Arthur's court, my great grandfather was the old money and blue blood and my bloodline includes Sir Francis Drake who was a Draconian. The Draconians are Reptilians. Not all Reptilians are bad, they push us to be our best, when we are willing and able to take responsibility for our lives and realize that we are one and we are stardust. We can surpass the previous attempts at Enlightenment and are in the process of doing so and the tide is turning and we are reaching breaking point.
another special person is sunshine, she is a recovering MKULTRA survivor and she always puts her best forward with love and hope and inspiration, we are working together to create something superior to the new world order that will bloom and grow despite the illuminati.
another is peggy who saw in me her self a few year earlier and almost walked away until I told her that I am on the precipice of where she was.

christmas eve at rosemary's was cool, but christmas day snow trapped us here and we can't go to granny's as planned.

Saturday, December 11, 2010

Down the Rabbit Hole

Today someone that I thought pretty highly of criticized me for researching conspiracies. I can certainly see where he is coming from, after all, we know that the life of this world is but amusement and sport, and the hereafter is what endures. However, I also find that the search for truth and the exposing of falsehood is a crucial element of the deen. Then there's the whole giving unwanted advice aspect. As Muslims we should be humble enough to admit when we're wrong and open to constructive criticism, yet at the same time, Allah knows a person's intentions, and there is a certain adab that goes along with naseeha. Muslims are all to ready to tell others what they should or should not do, I can see now the appeal of taking the path of Malamatiyya or the path of blame.
I battled greatly with my mood today. I lacked patience, I clung to anger. I can change the world and universe only by changing myself, the microcosm changes the macrocosm.

As Alice tumbles down the rabbit hole, she sees others around her unaware of their surroundings. She is only slightly ahead of them for she knows not where she is headed, only that she is headed somewhere. What can we know? Clues are all around us, hidden in plain sight. We must see with different eyes. Those who wish to remain blind are free to do so and we must give them that gift. Perhaps that is the friction we need within ourselves to remember how little we know. To think of ourselves as informed would be mistaken. To think that we can wake up another is wrong. We're all tumbling down the rabbit hole together, all we can do is smile and love eachother.

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

there's a war on for your mind

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In my presentation, I take my guests on a journey of self-exploration, examining humanConsciousness and the way it relates to the universal problems which we currently face as a species. Some of the questions I attempt to answer are:

Who are we? What is our purpose? Why do we hold certain beliefs? Why do we tend tosee ourselves and others in a certain way? Why do we act the way we do toward ourselves and others? What does any of this have to do with the events we experience in our world?

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acceleration

I have had this blog for quite a while and have not developed it much. I have trouble collecting and organizing and developing my thought processes into anything I feel worthy of presenting. I think this trait is peculiar to indigo and crystal and rainbow children. The infinite potential of the creative power when connected to the Source is the key to freedom. Those on the Dark Path know this and thus their battle field is the mind and heart of the people. This archetype has existed throughout the ages and now I see that as one of my roles here. I have consistently heard and internalized the message of inadequacy and of being broken. This is a concept that is not applicable to me and I am ready to shove it off. I see now the power in myself to change and control my own reality, and thus whatever I attempt will be successful. I may not see the result in my life time but my action was required to get there. Loving and nurturing and giving to myself is key to unlocking my true strength and to turning the tide. This is what many fellow humans suffer from today, they are told they are inferior to the elite and they believe it. They are content in slavery since they don't know what freedom means. It is better to fight for survival because then you are alive.