Thursday, November 21, 2013

the day the rower stopped rowing

chiron rows the boat, but now it's overloaded.  time to heal. i hear the train of thought coming and going again and again, the journey continues  within at the world's edge follow the singing sun ,
meet another 20 cusp, it was ihsan's birthday and i deleted him. the scorpion eclipse, and comet ison did the same. while studying yoga and meeting the snake  bob died, the other bob almost died and fired me, i was there for some other reason, but my passion was not.  i finally hung out with leslie and she's cool as hell.bittersweet

Saturday, November 16, 2013

full moon taurus

my secret Sunseed, my blooming blood rose, pouring out libations of sweet honey feeds me. i know if i give that i can not lose. no one is meant to hold on to wounds.every offering is a thought, door, is a world. spiral up and spiral out. show your true face and truth will look back at you

Sunday, November 3, 2013

scorpio new moon solar eclipse


silence is the holy science, body mind soul, earth water wind fire feel the thought, speak it, and build it. death and pain of the false is beauty that you see in a way you've never seen. the phoenix is alive because it set its trail ablaze.
suzi was my friend at 222 when my dad died. then again at crooked creek. The last time I saw Suzi was on main street on Halloween in 2010. we have been in black mtn 3 years now. This year Marc took us to the mcCune Center and fox run for trick or treating.
 samhein new year, dia de los muertos, the sting that teaches, portals enter and exit where you are is where the thought embodied. the great work balancing head and heart, i tried my best but got fired. i got my last paycheck and finally felt ok about it