Wednesday, November 25, 2015

full gem moon in sag

went to work with jeff today. his kids will be here tomorow plus dinner at TT and Wayne and jan's. yesterday with athena and cerys was so fun. we may go to colorado in february

Wednesday, September 9, 2015


the cusp of Cancer-Leo.
thought-from within, feeling-outward and shared
changing perspectives to see one truth is my gift.
the work is to be the bridge,
life is your soul's dream.
upon waking i am the entire zodiac

Friday, September 4, 2015

wounded healer

Nadia is now going to middle school. Fall is in the air and home is with Jeff. I see bees and butterflies in my near future and also orinthology, the study of birds. Neal passed away and I finally met my cousins Amanda and Brandon. Every week we have had dinner at Mom and Rob's, and last week we met Julie and Andrew from the co-op. Totally cool down to earth and fun.
So, I have a ways to go before I am ready for Nadia to come back, but I am so much better already.

Monday, June 1, 2015

last week of bruce drysdale

value and worth balance counts beyond measure. Recount my money. Countdown hours and fill up the rest. friday Nadia spent the night at Olivia's. Saturday night we made brownies. Jeff made a room for her and she spent the night. Sunday we went to Sara's for dinner and hung out with Bella. Watching jeff w/ Bella, and Nadancelia and me, consistently connecting and giving attention and focus sincerely was a gift i cried when i let go of at the end.

Jeff wants to take Nadia to Atlanta. I can line something up too and make a weekend out of it.

Thursday, May 7, 2015

venus in cancer

he always comes when I need him. he is golden nectar of wisdom and passion and was the electricity that jolted me out of slumber, to teach my heart to fly

Tuesday, May 5, 2015

be up blue eyes

sub drop hit after the best weekend of my life .my spark comes from inside and being alive can not be passive nor over reactive. never failing jeff was by my side when I needed him. safe sane consensual. he took nadia to the mall and me to get grub.  I told him I need a stuffie

Thursday, April 23, 2015

own the dream

I found my rainbow. i've come full circle to the place the light comes in.  crystals activating. my potential, beauty, strength, is no longer a buried treasure. now claiming it and presenting. I feel appreciated and honored to the core. stream of consciousness, heart beats in sync. 7 days a week

Sunday, April 5, 2015

spark chaser

remember who I was before I heard the whisperer. creation on micro-macro scales. collapse backwards
hematite magnets under your bed for lay lines when you sleep regenerates
So far, 2 long time friends from my four years in Black Mountain said they liked me for a long time but never said so cuz I was with Marc. One I have always had a crush on. but it would only be play, and it hasn't come up since we had lunch. The other guy is way older but it doesn't show. He's not hot but more serious. the butterfly gnosis

Saturday, March 21, 2015

new pisces moon solar eclipse equinox nowruz

the day was a roller coaster. i shall enjoy the ride with no attachments. Action is how we stay alive. plant seeds with pure intention and share the blessing. Now the moon is in Aries. best to focus on internal power over my own actions. or continue to react unconsciously.
there is power in gentleness, in service. Do what I love and love what I do. idea generator, self perpetual

Tuesday, January 20, 2015

new moon in aquarius

when I first moved into my patton street apt, there were lots of changes going on. I saw what looked like a good opportunity and went for it. I have been here at Clark for 5 months, and feel a shift. learning about my gifts, and the chance to find new nectar. it's worth everything to be open wide. nothing holds me back but myself. the way out is to do everything differently than before.

wounded healer, allow yourself the power
your story is your gift
scars are war victories
ancestors sing with birds in trees
to comfort the disturbed and disturb the comfortable

Sunday, January 11, 2015

libra moon

I have to be healthy, focused, responsible and optimistic. with the right amount of gentle pressure, not tough love. share my gifts wisely. and have something creative to show for it. growth transmutation ascension nature's way has intent
3 things done each day. balance ideas and action
care taker because I self care and have more to share
there are visitors seen and unseen. and realities born from dreams. yesterday Marcia took nadia to see into the marc came over and we had cinnamon rolls. hopefully this weekend nadia can play with athelea.

Wednesday, January 7, 2015

small town sufi

my little continues to grow
through magical healing
a story on my spine
spinning   with sound
harmony in middle space
a traveler no more
explorer of realms within
curious of the trail with no ground