Friday, June 21, 2013

summer solstice

each person here is a star in a role
as their own master
another reflection of the whole.
we are no longer able to hide
the teacher is your shadow exposed
there will be no conquer or divide
take an inner stand,
gaurd your gates
intentions are not to be cast aside so easily
 thoughts feelings words hands gaze create
halfway between hurry up and wait
move and shake and vibrate
the longest day like 3
luna full yet gone
the most  light  growth heat
play with space time and distance like neo
perspective of good or bad is arbitrary
planting starseeds and waiting patiently
entering cancer full moon coming soon
it's all in the relating
miracles are never planned
enjoy it while you can

Wednesday, June 19, 2013

dream quest

jade DMT dreamtime cycle.becoming an exploding star fire, 5 points. pentacost, physical snake oil from church.outside. hidden red passion fear anger fire burns bright blinding. red moon guards the root.cave body earth birth create a universe seasons change neural pathway mind between heaven and earth moon synthetic suggestions
soul sole plasma sun green heart earth fourth chakra fire wings
blue sky throat chakra creative speech, or silence

Khaleesah: ikhlass, mother of the book. pure true sincere authentic. clear is the absense of color. the dream: I saw a neighbor with a dog. He was a little boy and the dog was misbehaving. It wouldn't listen. I said over and over, "I don't have a dog. I don't have a dog."
I talked to Laurie and Mona about it. Dog meant spirituality, God. a super moon is coming. Mona sent me something about Jupiter. some guys came to cut the tree down and said they hang out with moonies in rosman.. 
Mercury close to sun sign, Cancer.fertility photosynthesis a new innnerstanding of home and family.i keep seeing orbs. saw a wild turkey, answered prayers.
 retrograde, review renew redo, malik, Molech, milk, ideas. Martin Luther King, Cult of Personality.   Not listening or joining anything outside, the kingdom of heaven is within

Wednesday, June 12, 2013

butterfly moments

the tree of life just happens as we cocreate. it all starts with the thought seed. it was hidden for a long time. no one can see the inspiration but they see the efffects. everything we thought we knew is out the door., gate, travel. it is all for growth. our wings unfolding, dna activating. we are not in control but affect things. we are watching it unfold, a process so beyond us we observe up close,
caterpillar eats til its overloaded. so should i. to coccoon to butterfly. never ending life. the thunderbird is up and running. named louise. marc said he wants to look at the mountains while i drive. 7 sisters. mona gave us some myrhh and some astrology notes.
 we are in the web and net. we touch one part and all connected are affected.. we look within and see without and vice versa.attractio n and repulsion is  our decision.parasite cleanse.i know that fear is a lie. i know that looking away is futile. i know that we never die but must be pushed to excel. i know that thoughts and feelings can lie and always change/ it was a trip meeting jukebox and squirrel. sunday jams may go on and may rotate.

Sunday, June 9, 2013

vines climb

nurture the womb. everywhere yuo are present is home. temporary temple. we chase the sun as its spiraling. all life is family. we have planted seeds not knowing which will yield later.leave trails without a care who follows. We can not claim that what we expect is the best that could be.
Mark Lola and Barbara came to see Dr Vines and Rob. 16 years had passed since i saw them. Melissa is married. Both Vines girls are joining the navy. We went to Bulling Creek and grilled. It rained off and on.they made me grateful for my path.
On the way home Our car broke down on the bridge across from home and some locals gave us a ride. Marc stayed with Jon and Brandy for 3 days so he had a ride to work then we rented a car. marc told me brandy has cancer. We should have a car tomorrow if it passes inspection. Daniel came over.