life is a prayer

I have been in my new apartment for a little over a month.
four months have gone by
 It still feels like a big mistake and like I ruined something really good. Marc and I are sort of dating and plan on working things out.
after a few months of dating I said I just wanted a best friend
 Nadia and I are not getting along well and I don't know how to fix it. She is back on a year round schedule and about to go back to class next week.
she is with her dad now on another break
Despite my lack of sleep last night I recalled two dreams. In one dream I climaxed but wanted to keep going, and in another dream I was doing group prayer. I woke up with the thought to turn life into a prayer.