the day the rower stopped rowing

chiron rows the boat, but now it's overloaded.  time to heal. i hear the train of thought coming and going again and again, the journey continues  within at the world's edge follow the singing sun ,
meet another 20 cusp, it was ihsan's birthday and i deleted him. the scorpion eclipse, and comet ison did the same. while studying yoga and meeting the snake  bob died, the other bob almost died and fired me, i was there for some other reason, but my passion was not.  i finally hung out with leslie and she's cool as hell.bittersweet

full moon taurus

my secret Sunseed, my blooming blood rose, pouring out libations of sweet honey feeds me. i know if i give that i can not lose. no one is meant to hold on to wounds.every offering is a thought, door, is a world. spiral up and spiral out. show your true face and truth will look back at you

scorpio new moon solar eclipse

silence is the holy science, body mind soul, earth water wind fire feel the thought, speak it, and build it. death and pain of the false is beauty that you see in a way you've never seen. the phoenix is alive because it set its trail ablaze.
suzi was my friend at 222 when my dad died. then again at crooked creek. The last time I saw Suzi was on main street on Halloween in 2010. we have been in black mtn 3 years now. This year Marc took us to the mcCune Center and fox run for trick or treating.
 samhein new year, dia de los muertos, the sting that teaches, portals enter and exit where you are is where the thought embodied. the great work balancing head and heart, i tried my best but got fired. i got my last paycheck and finally felt ok about it

mercury retrograde has come and gone

God is your thought becoming speech. hold it closely before release. Cyndi didn't like being deleted so i blocked her. .hidden in plain view. It hits Close to home. this was the last time i came to yoga class a year ago.
tehuti, djehuty, thoth, baboon, changes are internal first. move forward while looking back. the retrograde is 3 weeks and sets off a 6 month cycle.SHTF = shift jaSun says one thing at a time. hermes the messenger, ruled by gem twins. review, speak clearly. pay  day and sensitivity training. changing into a gown, a chair is still mobility, the mind body connection. in scorpio, death.

em power

infj inverted. empath amythest comforts and empowers A mystery is a forgotten memory awaiting your recall. a thought is not a presence. i cried holy water twice today. went to mona's in between. full moon eclipse in aries, i am. self love self worth. aries is the first house, aries is the ram. aryan are first peoples. the sun in libra balancing self and relationships. i have never felt so tested.

fall or fly

follow flow fold, building ages and stages, life goes on and on. Both in Libra, from jupiter to saturn. accept what is and your role in it. awareness and focus are different tools. i am so air (speech) and water (ride the wave)  i can balance with earth and fire. siamese dream. pisces is the psychollgist, aquarius is the scientist.both observe worlds. the full moon is a lunar eclipse. the end of the externalization of control and authority. we travel the globe as our cross. with sun and moon as inner guides

new moon libra

harmonious relationships require the right flavors of sugar and spice. . sun earth moon electromagnetism, the old is new when roots reach. keep it moving attention. intention. beginnings, balance, one week working at mountain ridge health and rehab. laundry is earlier and easier but i mostly do house keeping. it couldn't be closer and it was the first place i applied to. got paid and hung out with mona. 29 dew waite dream details