The pain is the cure

Get real. Bring those skeletons out to dance. Daniel is moving next week to Colorado. This was the first long weekend in a while. exchanging energy can be called work or joy. I can make the most of each day now more than ever. overcoming obstacles is a reason to reach higher. I have had meaningful experiences to learn from to grow into making new decisions for this moment. when you say you are shaped a certain way or on a certain path because of your choices that can count for you or against you. we are entering a world we've never seen. It is time to be kinder gentler wiser than I think I can even be.

Today it snowed, not sure if it will stick and cancel school. This winter so far had been really warm here, but really cold in the UK. Nadia loved playing in the lean-to. Throughout the day I felt many different emotions and saw how much a skill it is to control them, to redirect them, to find contentment in cocreation, and how the big picture all comes together from above . I suppose those are the nuts and bolts of emotional inteligence. I often have an urge to be alone, or wish that Nadia didn't talk so much, but I realized this was a great gift, from Allah. It was exactly what I had been seeking. Everything was coming together, and flowing, like a river to the ocean.

yoga for unity

Yoga is Union. With the multiverse in you. You can do it once, sometimes, or regularly. Remembering, Approaching, Unfolding, Cocreating. I am here on the Earth as a Light Worker. This means I connect with it al because I connect with myself and center. l. Light is a wave and a particle. I observe but I am not just an observer. Sunday Nadia came with me to Yoga for Everyone. Part of the time she followed along and part of the time she just meditated by herself. The class was packed. Any day now I should be accepted into the program. It is from August til May 2013. The second weekend of each month. I have the daily goal of one hour a day for yoga. A goal that I can meet on my own that I know takes commitment to onserve change. the action is the change. Everything else centers around that hour. I got permission to get a license, so I am going to start out just practicing with Marc.

Marcia took Nadia and I to Starbucks and shopping in Asheville. She gave me a yoga mat and Mother Earth News magazine. We may have Mom's party at Tall Trees. What is something out there that's made from your hands, that you've worked on for years? The thoughts and words can't get in the way. The doubt and fear are just a choice and escape. why blame them over and over, when you can choose to fight, with scrapes and scratches, and truly know the way and be free and real and brave as you were made to be and the world is in need of you to be.

giants

Gravity distorts time and space, all play off each other, light converted to massThe earth was created for a certain purpose before man existed. It is coveted for minerals. and for the unique variety of life and lands. many races of light beings have called this place home. starseeds are fully aware they are made of light. They have made such a distant vast journey and hold on to life in such a fragile way because of the energy of the light in us and love for self is key and grows infinitely and reflects infinitely in others which are candles of one flame. we are in this together if one is enslaved we're all enslaved.

MJ12 Majestic clearance, we come from plaeides to raise your frequency. the 6th sense or more. Isra wa miraj, muhasaba. dense plane telepathy creative power is restrained by the physical form. Some visit, some stay, some observe.

life liberty and the pursuit of happiness. Why did we fight so hard for our own independence and freedom from the Brits who later thru british mandate drew arbitrary lines that we willingly took on to defend, The only benefit is to keep the MIC in place at our own expense divide and conquer us and them our enslavement and suppression.

Earths pyramids and beyond

Modern science can not explain how nor reproduce the results, of how the Egyptian pyramids were built. people falsely believe they entomb mummies

Free energy device? That would make building it easy.

Astronomically they line up with orion's belt

from above they are squares

they have been found under the sea

they have been found on other planets

one world culture based on shared knowledge

those who know prepare

the multiversal mind is now

let exeriences move through you in the now

Agartha, inner earth, creation is infinity embracing itself

a foolish faithin authority is an enemy of the truth ~ Einstein

Truth is light

Truth unites, lies divide

The answer is inside

Who will survive the turning of the tide?

Is it any more crazy to believe in ET than not?

Walk the walk alone with Allah

heart cave ashram

You are connected to the most Powerful. If we have incarnated then we have gone thru seperation pangs come into this world wounded. some of us heal our wounds heal others. It is as though there is an umbilical chord anchoring your physical body on this plane to express the soul. Visit daily. Sometimes you stray. Hope for the best, prepare for the worst. Each day is a new lesson to learn. No harm or benefit is outside of you. The soul mind and body are an amana. Slow is not far behind, it is reflective and steady. Nothing is missing or lacking. Full speed ahead Fast is pointing into the future, unknown, unseen, which requires trust.. Change on a grand scale is conducted inside all of us. The fractal creation in the mirror. the parts always becoming clearer, becoming whole. So all of us are fellow travelers applying knowledge the best we can at that moment. Remember your part of the whole. Give it your all and let it go. In my heart cave there is no other.

potential

I was not born a butterfly. This process requires patience. My gift is always there subtley waiting. I need only to turn within and push forward. There is no start or finish line. There is no catalyst. There is no qualifier or quantifier. The to's and fro's of this journey connect me with the infinite waves of all oceans. This is the moment, the time to fly. There is no normal, it is all spontaneous.

The days we are here for this experience are few. Knowing how precarious existence is and the changes nature is going through all around us, is all the same message we are getting inside. Your center is the light that shines on all. knowing is half the battle, and at times makes the challenges that much harder. problems need solutions. Create by creative writing Because I have been given this chance to create I will live this day in gratitude, patience. The rest of mankind, the light and dark, can not and will not turn within without me. Open wide my eyes, heart, mind, home. Be a benefit to others, and make things easier for others.

year of the dragon

The dragon holds a pearl of wisdom. I am more than a donkey carrying books. Remember what I know. the woman is the heart of the home. Calling angels and saints in. Count each day as our last or our first, so we can conquer death.The dragon slayer kills his ego. we remember death often so it does not haunt us. Dragons breathe fire and bring luck, so we should not hide from dragons, danger, or death. light is the flipside. we have a new chance each time we circle the sun.We know by calendars what to expect so we can prepare. yet even stars are not tied to fate. skies are made of suns moons and stars. they're required for life, yet are temporal so death without them is immenent. take heed and hear the warning so we ride out the storm like before. All this time listening to leaders has led us astray because they want us powerless. Power corrupts. And justice balances the scale.

what ark are we building? So many points are lining up. the rainbow tribe is formed slowly and surely. It was Brandy's birthday, Jon said we're their closest friends. Feelings and thoughts are fuel for fruitful action. There is a moment, a flash, before the plunge. Pause there. Make the intention to go on with no fear, no doubt. no looking back and no second guess. no regret.light upon light. I meet Allah alone. Strength is mine to gain. I am building my life boat true responsibility and self reliance, trust and surrender.so what if we die?