industrious

I always have been Growing roots. No use in sliding back down the same old trap. Build up what no man can destroy. I am prepared and equipped for my mission. I know I've been chosen, and can no longer wake people up, as it is only my own waking that I control. Knowing what tools I have to work with is just the beginning. I must master them. Ask myself what I am doing and what do I have to show for it? I know my ideas and thoughts are worth acting on, and I know that there is a point in action no matter the results. The tree appears beautiful above the ground but it is the roots that sustain it. I am building a lifeboat out of my experiences. To be fully present and aware of the moment I am working on and building, I can see my vision in my mind, without seeing it finished with my hands. The energy is put out and whatever is needed to see it to an end will come to it, because it is Allah that put the vision there. The moment I fail, falter, forget, can not overtake me and overpower me any longer. Survival will not allow it.

survival

The first stage of the path is survival. what does that mean? we never die. that got us all here, that we agreed to share, is not so simple. There is so much courage and strength involved. The strongest challenges as well, to prepare the next generation for the second chakra, which is sharing, union, communion. They can not be done in reverse as has been the case for a long time when families are destroyed. people mistake relationships for survival and necessity when it is with themselves survival begins. It is not about acceptance or approval of another, but knowing the fighter within that is here for a reason and stays strong. survival may depend on your own family or may extend to a tribe. shared interest. The best gift you can give another at any time or place is love. once you have tuned into it and stick with it the love grows and glows like a flaming fire. It can never lessen by sharing. there is nothing to lose, so nothing to fear, no competition.

Progress or Destruction?

We are travelers, visitors, strangers. this place we hold is one strand of many. it is us that have been given this position. We will one day bid this plane farewell and ascend. How far we have strayed from indigenous ways. The only way home is to listen. The worship of knowledge is the downfall of man. Gathering it and concealing it and manipulating it, is not what it's for, it will be taken from us again. We have faced this cycle many times and it is time to break free. The true power is in the experience. Cooperate, collaborate, intentional community, bonfires, drum circles, potlucks, co-ops. The reptilian instinct of survival and self preservation is overcome and advanced with trust to reach the second levels and beyond. Union means there is no destruction, that releases the fear of the unknown or unseen. As Sebastian promised in the Never Ending Story, I must do what I dream. I know and must remember through the swamp of sadness. The light worker is such because she is industrious and hopeful, there is always success is in the attempt. It is the idea that lives on.

create a vortex of divine love and compassion

A few days ago my uncle Bob was scheduled for a biopsy. There was a universal meditation to create a vortex of divine love and compassion, and my aunt told me that Bob's doctor called off the biopsy for another week to see if antibiotics could work. To ponder more deeply on divine love and compassion reminds me that everyone is suffering and struggling, even the dark ones. The battle is not to be won but neutralized. A vortex is a whirl wind or a whirl pool, which builds up slowly but surely and sweeps everything in its path along with it. more strength can be gathered up if we connect with those we share the message with, find our tribe, then its pull will suffice for action. building up and giving strength to light and the good will outshine the darkness. you can not turn the darkness into light by exposing it or defining it, but by giving it contrast and balance. to fight against something is different than to fight for something.

divine love has no judgement or hesitation or limitation. the same divine love that sustains me and shines on me, shines on and sustains every creation, and that conflict and friction is part of the creation process. there is nothing to lose, there is nothing to fear, there is nothing to doubt. all of those emotions come from the viewpoint of finitude. the love that sustains creation is never ending, therefore, losing this earthly life is like a snake shedding it's skin. i want to leave the Earth better than I found it, as the First Tribes taught

positive healing energy and love day

the reptilian is not self sustaining, it leeches from others.The Kundalini is rising up from reptile to man, from survival to thriving, from self directing to inspiring, knowing all the openings in the body mind and spirit to absorb all the energies and sustain ourselves, to heal and u7plif and transform and transmute ourselves, others, and our enviornments.

that is the constant change, that is going with the flow.the choice of using what is given and makng something beautiful.

the collective is reflective of my ego. I can only answer for me and speak for me. However the problems are easier to blame on "we the people". Where is my energy going? rally round the family, the battle against the new world order is nothing more than a battle against shaitan.

finding the interconnectedness, the dark in the light and light in the dark is a strength i bring to these times. There is a tug of war to keep us alive and on our feet and humble and brave. Stand together or hang separately. We have all been injured and weakened, we can remember that we are in this together against those who want us divided against eachother for their benefit. whatever takes away more of our choices and makes us weaker.

Sunday, the day of the sun, the closest star, a white dwarf. we are spinning around this sun, but there may be another, called Nibiru. This reflects the question of choice. Do we choose to look a what we know, which makes us accountable, or question the unknown? Does a hidden sun change Earth or do we? How strong is Positive Healing Energy and Love Day?

This event happened to also fall on Father's Day. I am a Lowrance girl and I am connected. I got what I wanted so many times, have faith in the universe. I am missing out on so much more by hiding and running. what you run from pursues you. Marc and I spent the night saturday at Matt's and Sunday went out on the house boat with Tim and Sylvia. I imagined living at sea as my ancestor sir francis drake did, and those settlers who came to the new world. There is so much under us and behind us, we needlessly stumble in the dark by ignoring it. I am not sure if it is Tim or not but it was someone under his sign that Mona said I needed to call a truce with. I can only see it as an issue of seeing anyone as "us" and "them". anyone that comes off as the other, because I don't identify with thier life or style or choices, a truce helps me, which is all I should focus on.

rainbow warrior

the rainbow warrior chose to come here to connect

at this special time of change

we know we never die

bring out the best in you

despite what results appear

the potential is great for either good or bad

we can win the battle with peace and love

but we will defend what's right.

to take this role requires deep reflection and purification.

the prophet muhammad (SAW) had his heart opened out of his chest

and later spent many nights in meditation on the divine

until he was finally ready for revelation.

the revelation process took 23 years, the transformation was a gradual one.

like the water dripping on the rock wears it away slowly

the small deed continuously weighs more heavily

than the occasional grand deed.

the starseed and soul family is part of a larger galactic family

reach out

the ocean's tide and its moon are so powerful. the depths are mysterious and forbidding. her phases come and go, like the seasons, the change is a rhythm, the Earth speaking and connecting to us. the senses remind us to be grateful for the experience of the body and life. The heart, soul, mind, and other gifts lie waiting for us to claim as our own. This moment in time as an ever changing process, brought us all together. Will we be truly present and aware of our connection, and choose something greater than us?