Love is the answer

It is snowing but not sticking. Nadia is on early dismissal and it is almost time to meet her. Once again I lost my temper and lashed out at her this morning. I see how the inner work that I do will affect my outer world, and that making our home a heaven is in my hands. I know the world is a brutal and also wonderful place and that we pass it on to the next generation, which is a much greater burden than most can grasp. Our differences are slowly falling away, as we learn about our mutual journey. Nurturing the mind body and soul along with the Earth is something that we are all called upon to do, and those that do not see its significance will be done away with.

The dark pushes the light, and then the dark passes away. All beautiful and tragic experiences help us grow to reach our full potential, once we realize that it is all meant to be.

the unseen world

Know that there is not one place or space that Allah does not see

Only He can hold you so intimately

There you must constantly retreat

in order that your weaknesses you may defeat

Once you discern the path you must tread

you walk to Allah with your heart, not your head

happy new year

I was not even awake when the New Year began. I thought it was interesting that the date is 1/1/11. I see that as a beautiful symbol of renewal and rebirth and beginnings. It's interesting how close the New Year is to Nadia's birthday and how much of a unique individual Nadia is becoming at age 7. We spent the day at my Mom's house. We looked at some of their books, one was an old Drumvalo book set. We talked about the world and government and conspiracies and what we could do to defeat the darkness. It was a great visit, ofcourse we had hoppin johns. Then we went to Granny's house for a while. I can't believe she still talks about moving out to Tall Trees. I thought about how she had devoted her life to loving and serving and giving and sharing to others and being so simple, such a rare find these days. After that we hung out with Daniel for a while. I loved being around Hendersonville, it was a little bit warmer than it has been and it was raining and most things were closed. Daniel was going through a tough time and felt the need to be alone. We watched Charlotte Iserbyt talk about Skull & Bones and I thought about how long these families have been directing our society, what obstacles we have to overcome to resent an alternative. I think about women I know that are fully centered and have their feet on the ground and are making a better world. I hae to remember thta is why I am here and can do. I know it starts with the self home aand family. Don't get distracted because thta is shaitan's trick, the vampires swoop in where there is no light.

change

2010 is near it's end. I must strive to remember that I am star dust, I am an Indigo Crystal Child, I am a Star Seed, I am a Light worker. I recently understood that I hold a lot of anger because I felt cheated out of childhood. I lash out at Nadia because I am disappointed in the world and in knowing from such an early age how umjust it was. However, now that Nadia is seven, I am seeing more of myself in her, and that we are growing together, healing together, loving together, that the home is the foundation of society and that if I can change what's in myself then I have the supreme achievement and there is definitely a butterfly effect that connects us all.

I wonder how to let go of anger at my country's leaders and the armed forces. Can I forgive them for what they do because I am not accountable for them? I have hopes and dreams and plans for things that are in my reach. Things beyond my control I can care about from time to time but not so that they are vampires.

snowy xmas

There are three very special people I must give credit to. Crystal says she is an ex illuminati, that illuminati means "illuminate you". Atlantis and Lemuria and Kemet are all leading up to our even greater civilization, even through the dark and light duality. She saw me in King Arthur's court, my great grandfather was the old money and blue blood and my bloodline includes Sir Francis Drake who was a Draconian. The Draconians are Reptilians. Not all Reptilians are bad, they push us to be our best, when we are willing and able to take responsibility for our lives and realize that we are one and we are stardust. We can surpass the previous attempts at Enlightenment and are in the process of doing so and the tide is turning and we are reaching breaking point.

another special person is sunshine, she is a recovering MKULTRA survivor and she always puts her best forward with love and hope and inspiration, we are working together to create something superior to the new world order that will bloom and grow despite the illuminati.

another is peggy who saw in me her self a few year earlier and almost walked away until I told her that I am on the precipice of where she was.

christmas eve at rosemary's was cool, but christmas day snow trapped us here and we can't go to granny's as planned.

Down the Rabbit Hole

Today someone that I thought pretty highly of criticized me for researching conspiracies. I can certainly see where he is coming from, after all, we know that the life of this world is but amusement and sport, and the hereafter is what endures. However, I also find that the search for truth and the exposing of falsehood is a crucial element of the deen. Then there's the whole giving unwanted advice aspect. As Muslims we should be humble enough to admit when we're wrong and open to constructive criticism, yet at the same time, Allah knows a person's intentions, and there is a certain adab that goes along with naseeha. Muslims are all to ready to tell others what they should or should not do, I can see now the appeal of taking the path of Malamatiyya or the path of blame.
I battled greatly with my mood today. I lacked patience, I clung to anger. I can change the world and universe only by changing myself, the microcosm changes the macrocosm.

As Alice tumbles down the rabbit hole, she sees others around her unaware of their surroundings. She is only slightly ahead of them for she knows not where she is headed, only that she is headed somewhere. What can we know? Clues are all around us, hidden in plain sight. We must see with different eyes. Those who wish to remain blind are free to do so and we must give them that gift. Perhaps that is the friction we need within ourselves to remember how little we know. To think of ourselves as informed would be mistaken. To think that we can wake up another is wrong. We're all tumbling down the rabbit hole together, all we can do is smile and love eachother.

there's a war on for your mind

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